Current Residence: my deluded little mind|
MP3 player of choice: Sansa
Personal Quote: Truth is more than love
because apparently i have problems with trustAll apologies demand explication,because apparently i have problems with trust by orangelion90
and this is mine.
This is how I took your heart
broke it with my attempts to hide my agony.
Let us begin with my intentions:
I wanted to give you iridescent light,
The light held within the dot of 'i'
The sound of gasping, startled 'oh'
showering you in petals.
Let me hold that soul and kiss the you of 'u'
and damn the practicality of things
like sleep and speech
I wanted to trust me to make love to you.
In fighting the cold, I forgot all things
All things that truly matter
that I had promised you Spring
even as I bled Autumn into your waiting hands.
Roaring thoughts drowned out more important sounds:
the fluttering beat of your heart
the way your hands and eyes said "I love you" wordlessly.
And my numbness, my cocoon weighs down the smiles
I had meant to give to you.
Is it so wrong to shield you from my ugliness?
No please understand
(This is the hellish dark inside my chrysalis
you pry me open and I